I have some good news, bad news, and okay news...
I'll start with the good news...I had my summative conference with my principal today (discuss how the year went, improvements, etc), and it went fantastically. My principal (Mark) only had great things to say about me as a teacher. He had to evaluate/rate me in several areas, and I received mostly "distinguished" which is the highest possible rating. He said that I am an amazing teacher. That was nice to hear.
The bad news...my position is being cut for next year (at this time). They are short two incoming first graders; registered is 68, and they need 70 to have the fourth section of first grade (I'm the fourth section). I'm automatically cut due to the fact that I have the least amount of seniority. He said this has happened for the last 4 years, but the fourth section is always re-added. The problem is...it may not be re-added until August. Last year it was re-added in August, which is when I got the job-the week before teachers started back.
He said that he has actually begged, pleaded, and reasoned with the person in the district who makes the decisions-requesting the section be added now rather than later so he can keep me, but that's not how it works. It wouldn't be added back until they are 100% sure. Chances are it will be, but I can't wait and hope. What if it isn't?
So, now I will tune up my resume, cover letter, and wait for next year's jobs to start being posted later this month. His advice for me was to start applying right away. He'd like to keep me, but he doesn't want me to risk not having a job if I wait for the section to be re-added and then it isn't. I agree.
I'm pretty bummed about this. I'm in a school that I really like, my colleagues are great, my principal is the best I could ask for, and I really enjoy first grade. There really isn't anything negative about my position.
The okay news is this...Mark (principal) assured me that I WILL have a job next year. It may not be at my current school, but I will have a job. Whew...considering we have our closing for our new townhome next week, and I'm getting a new car this week. Not a good time to hear my job has been cut. The principals will be getting together within a couple weeks (before the initial jobs are posted) and discuss teachers who've been cut and are non-tenured but who they'd like to have in the school district. I guess that's me. So, I feel secure in the fact that I will have a job. My hard work this year has to pay off! Besides the fact that my class is awesome and doing so well!
The thought of applying, having out resumes, and interviewing turns my stomach upside down.
Like I said, I need your prayers. Please pray I at least have something, and that I don't have to wait out the entire summer to find something. If you want to get more specific, pray that two children move into the school boundaries and come to my school for first grade which would increase the numbers and add back the fourth section. Please pray they move in soon! I'd love to stay at my school. I feel like I've paid my dues. I've worked with the crappiest, worst teacher, I've long term subbed in less than desirable conditions, and I've subbed (which is not fun).
I'll keep you posted.